Rachel McAdams & Ryan Gosling winning the Best Kiss award in 2005
I CAN’T… I CAN’T EVEN!!!! THIS IS JUST BEAUTIFUL
-_- THAT KISS!!!! AND RYAN GOSLING <3 <3 AND JUST THE ACT OF PICKING RACHEL’S JACKET ON THE FLOOOOOOR!!! WHY AM I SINGLE?! SPARE ME A RYAN GOSLING, GOOD HEAVENS!! #THIS #IS #MY #FIRST #REBLOG #BECAUSE #THIS #NEEDS #TO #BE #IN #MY #BLOG
Another book to top my fave list!! Uhm, hahahaha that actually doesn’t make sense for every single book I’ve read became my favorite ☺
I’m a magworm (
bookworm; mag for magazine) hahaha. And I’ve always wanted to be a part of the whole process of producing one.
Then caaaaaaaame my final requirement for Fil 2, and here’s what my editing powers were capable of…
And meet my team..
Whether I did good or not. Fyeah!! Hahahhaha. EUREKA!!! I think i finally know where my life’s heading now. Chos hahaha good luck den good luck
Hello Tumblr!!! It’s been ages. And I wonder if I still do have my loyal readers (if I really had any hahaha).
Anyhow, that’s my disappointing short hair and I. So, yeah, hi!!!
So, I am asthmatic. And it all started when I was in grade 3. I still vividly remember for it was Intrams and twas my first time to play volleyball even when I didn’t know how to play. Hahhahahha yes, it all started there. Maintenance, steroids and stuff. Name whatever is related to moderate asthma. I thought I was fine because when I reached 2nd yr high school, my maintenance came to a halt. And all was left was my inhaler for emergency purposes. Then came college, and came some asthma attacks(which were strangely caused by big events in my life. e.g Intrams, officer duties, internship, a bunch of firsts and etc.) that I’ve endured. THENNNN BAAAAM!!!! After the fun of the exhaustingly beautiful Sinulog festival, I SUDDENLY HAD A HARD TIME BREATHING. NO WAIT! DESCRIBING IT AS A “HARD TIME BREATHING” IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT!!! IT WAS HELL! Plus, the fever and another lifetime disease I have- Chronic Sinusitis.
So, missed school and arranged a supposed to-be-simple check-up with my long-time-no-see-and-all-time-favorite-pulmologist-and-pediatrician thaaaaaaaaaaaaat resulted to my admission :(
I AM AWARE OF THE FACT THAT I OVERREACTED, I EMBARRASSINGLY DID. DIDN’T STOP CRYING UNTIL THE EMERGENCY ROOM AND CRIED ONCE AGAIN WHEN I SAW THE NURSE COMING NEAR ME CARRYING THE STUFF THEY USE WHEN THEY INSERT SOME KIND OF EVIL IN A FORM OF A NEEDLE TO YOUR BODY T______T
BUT MY NEEDLE FEAR WAS FICTION AFTER ALL HAHAHHAA. I WAS ONCE AGAIN EMBARRASSED, THE DOCTORS AND NURSES AND MY MOM WHO HELD ME JUST SO I WON’T MOVE SO THEY COULD GET THE NEEDLE IN WERE LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY. I bet it’s my face. Yes, I know they’re all laughing at me. HAHAHAHHA. but it’s fine. I laugh at myself a lot, too. IT WASN’T PAINFUL AT ALL. MY GOD! HAHAHAHAHA. MY TEARS WERE WASTED.
SO SO SO, yes yes yes. Now I’m out from the hospital and cheesy it may seem, I will miss everyone who took care of me when my lungs and I were not in good terms. I’m still not fine though, I’m not expecting me to be fine. Wheezing is still present and my lungs are still crying for God’s sake. But I’m feeling better ☺
AAAAND AAAND. I broke down last night because of my parents. YES MY PERFECTLY IMPERFECT PARENTS!!! ♥
I found out that after my mere 24 hours stay at Perpetual Succour Hospital I had an estimated 13k worth of hospital bills. Plus, medicines worth 3k. IMAGINE MY GUILT. //// wrist. WHAT BIG DAMAGE I CAUSED TO MY PARENTS. That’s why I sort of acted defensive last night hahahhaha but then I plucked up the courage to thank them personally and all they replied was “FOR WHAT?” GAAAAAAAAAH!!!! I KNOW I AM THEIR RESPONSIBILITY BECAUSE I AM THEIR DAUGHTER BUUUUUUUT T_T T_T GAAAAAAH I LOVE MY PARENTS!!!
SO (I do a lot of “so(s)” HAHHAHAHHAA) eherrrrrm. So; now I’m at home, skipping two major subjects’ midterms exams. But(I do a lot of “but(s)” too HAHHAHAHAHA) ALL IZ WELL!!! I talk too much, don’t I? *winks HAHHAHAHAHAHHAA